Thursday, January 07, 2010
I thought this was what I wanted.
When I heard so many people talking about it, I did some research to get a rough idea of what it is about. The more I read about it, and the more research I did, I found myself wanting it as well. But sad to say, the reality is harsh. I gave up the thought eventually.
Then, the topic was brought up again. But why am I not ecstatic? Why do I have so many concerns for the unknown? So many whys and hows ran through my mind. I'm confused.
Maybe I should just let it be an unachievable dream, for now.
Imagined all these at 11:52 pm