Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Feeling disturbed. There's this sense of insecurity washing over me. So bad that I didn't sleep well. I keep tossing and turning in bed, and I keep drifting in and out of sleep. Although I'm really tired, I really couldn't get to sleep. I thought about a lot of things. My thoughts are running wild. I may not say it. I may not show it. But that does not mean how I really feel. I don't want to look like a fool. Nor do I want to be one. I want to sleep soundly tonight. But will I be able to fall asleep in the first place? My mind's elsewhere. Where it shouldn't be. Will everything be alright? I hope so...
Imagined all these at 10:53 pm