Thursday, July 28, 2005

been ages since i last updated.. well, at least to me it seems like ages.. lolz..

ok.. and so..... the headache in the previous post.. i finished my itcf graded lab exercise in abt 20mins so i walked around to see if anyone needed help.. i not trying to haolian here but i seriously only wanted to try helping them.. n ppl started calling me one by one becoz our lab supervisor was on mc, n there was only 1 lab supervisor looking after 2 classes..

so i went around n around n around n around n.. i wonder where all their comprehending skills went to.. lots of stupid qns being asked lor.. n HELLO? if i can do everything juz frm reading the lab notes, they all shud be able to do so too!

i'm not gifted or wadeva lahz.. i dun even haf any microsoft programs in my com at home which practically means i cant do any practice at home n all i did was juz follow the instructions on the lab notes n i completed everything.. n like i said, if i can do it, they shud b able to, too.. provided my english standard is like.. KNS!

n some more on that day, i was really willing to help anyone.. even adnan.. but the qns they asked really makes me feel like knocking their heads against the wall.. becoz i really think the lab notes instructions were so damn fucking easy to understand.. unless they show me proof that they really fail their english so damn horribly lar.. den it's a different case..

ok n so i tried to help some of them.. but as u all shud noe, i'm no teacher so i cant solve some of wad they asked.. not only do they feel pekcek when i cant help them.. i myself oso feel pekcek when i cant help them.. coz i'm supposed to be able to understand the whole lab thingy.. there was even a moment when i feel like running to the toilet n hide until the nxt lesson..

its not i dun wan to help them.. but i juz duno wad they're doing.. coz they dun even go according to wad the lab notes says.. haiz.. okok.. on a happier note.. sky n winnie finished in an hr's time n got full marks! am so satisfied wif myself.. =)

ok so few nites ago i dreamt of the twins =S in the dreamland i was at bishan sports hall at the competition arena duno for wad when artistic competition going on.. was looking at other boys events when suddenly i turned my head n number 4 was on the tramp competing.. ._." den suddenly change to number 5 on the tramp.. LOLZ..

last nite i dreamt that an unknown guy wanted to jio me.. HAHAZ..

this morning i woke up wif a damn headache.. i told my mum abt it n she misheard it as sore throat.. "tou tong", "hou long tong".. lolz.. n i repeated it 2 more times b4 she understooded wad i said.. ._."

my team completed the iwd presentation le.. somehow i feel like i'm a free loader.. gek did all the writings, clara provided info on wad shud be written n who's going to present wad.. winnie really cant take out time so cant blame rite? me? juz sit there play hp, slp.. i really feel so guilty.. i noe i shud haf contribute but i really duno wad to do.. =( plus these two days i'm not feeling well.. okok.. i noe it's an excuse..

poly life really very stress.. i really hope i m free to go back gym tmr.. i seriously need to destress.. =(

oh btw, happy birthday pearleen.. n a belated one to my dad whose bday was 2 days ago =P

nites all..